There was a point when God asked me, “Pangarap mo?” o “Pangarap Ko para sayo?”
Making the decision to follow and let His will be done over mine was painful especially because not only I exactly knew what I wanted, but inasmuch, how I wanted them as well. But you know what? That was the kind of pain that is worth a stretch! The kind of pain that is worth giving up something you wanted so bad because TRUST in Him took over, FAITH in Him took over! The Love of Him took over!
Its only been 2 years – a lot has changed, in and through – 24 great months – day by day making choices, landing to the same decision to keep pressing on, to stay rooted, to bloom where planted … to trust the more its gets harder, to have faith the more it seems impossible, to stay united regardless the differences and to Love regardless the cost..
More of Him and less of myself had been the greatest decrease and the only decrease that increases me and made me fuller than I could ever reached! How ironic and beautiful at the same breath is that?
And its all because 2 years ago, I made the decision:
“This time, si God naman!”